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New Journal. [Jun. 9th, 2004|12:46 pm]
wh0's y0ur party girl?

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(no subject) [Jun. 8th, 2004|12:03 pm]
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extascy? [Jun. 8th, 2004|11:48 am]
wh0's y0ur party girl?
so i guess its going around that i want to do extascy. well guess what people if i do. its none of your damn buisness anyways. so why the fuck does it matter. i really dont care what anyone else thinks. i have people whos opinion matters. theres only a few. so i REALLY really dont even want to hear it. ok

so keep your comments to yourself.
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(no subject) [Jun. 8th, 2004|11:46 am]
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[feeling it. |grumpygrumpy]
[im hearing. |blah blah blah blah]

well that mood went by fast.

i hate it when people like try and ruin your good moods.

i hate it.
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(no subject) [Jun. 8th, 2004|11:07 am]
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i cant think
am i done
should i be done and move on?
i fucking hate this!

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everything's making me think... [Jun. 8th, 2004|10:48 am]
wh0's y0ur party girl?
[feeling it. |aggravatedaggravated]
[im hearing. |typing on the keyboards]

i think way too much. and i really really need to stop it.
because last night i was thinking on how kenny didnt really seem to "uhh" about us today? i was like well maybe its cuz we dont see eachother. or maybe cuz he likes someone eles. then i think no he loves me. then comes wat if hes lost the love for me. what if he thinks im "cheating" on him. and blah blah blah.

i need to stop thinking.
because all it seems to do is hurt. hurt worse.

and on top of that. im starting to like someone. i dont know yet though. im not sure. and im not going to say who. but if kenny keeps playing these we cant date games. i am obviously going to start to like someone else. and want to date someone else.
not that i want to. but. im done with the games. im sick of them, all they do is hurt me, and give him an advantage. but im not ready to let go just yet. i cant. and i wont. i refuse.
im so confused.

and now that i want to start on some big-girl drugs. its been confermted- i smoked a 51-er the other day. o well it was a good trip. and i really am getting sick of the stupid shit like weed and little gay pills like vikadin. cuz that shits retarted.
i dont know
if kenny ever read this i would want him to know at this point in time that i love him. and that i cant go on like this. i cant wait 4 weeks. it just aint workin for me..
i love you baby, you mean everything to me. i wish i could tell him everything i need to. and i will. tonite. i love it. ill tell him to come over. and we will sit on my front porch just like last time but this time i will be the one talking.
my spotlight. i love it.

sara* xoxo
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my drug. haha this is funny. [Jun. 7th, 2004|02:07 pm]
wh0's y0ur party girl?
[feeling it. |awakeawake]

Sex and lights,
It's totally chill,
you could really have fun,
with this little pill.

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(no subject) [Jun. 6th, 2004|02:30 pm]
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[feeling it. |crazycrazy]
[im hearing. |sippin on some syrup- the big 3-6]

this weekend went from really shitty to really really good! and yesterday was so fucking hott. man i swear. i spent the whole day with kenny, yesterday. and today. i dont think so. but after school gets out its going to be so much easier to see him. so im not worryed. my daddy isnt going on strike so that gives me some money to go shopping. :). im so happy about that. kenny said he liked how i used to dress. like hollister and abercrombie. and weathervane. so he told april she has to take me shopping there. haha. and im going to buy some really cute summer clothes. man it aint very often that i get some money to go shopping. and me and kenny have been having a good weekend. im happy about that.

i also decided next time i see mike im going to apologize cuz hes graduating so im not going to see him very often so i want to be on good terms you kno?

i want to be on good terms with all the boys. just cool. not friends. just cool... and i want that to happen soon. cuz dont even care anymore waht they say about me. so let em' talk shit cuz i mean seriously, people talking shit, means there insecure with them selfs and im not insecure so why worry about them. there all wonderful boys they just need to gain a little self-confidence. thats all. haha

well imma bounce outta this distribuation. holla...

love yall.

and my babyboy kenny.

oh and thresa. LOVE YOU BABYGIRL...
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(no subject) [Jun. 4th, 2004|12:22 am]
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[feeling it. |lethargiclethargic]
[im hearing. |i dont knwo waht lethargic means. but oh well..]

this shit really sux. man i miss him so much. and i saw him on monday night but i already miss him so much. im slowly going insane. 5 weeks, no seeing him? haha your funny!

latly this has been really weird. ive been sleeping alot during the day and not really sleeping at night. summers comming up so i dont really have to worry about no getting enough sleep. but its weird cuz ill take like 4-5 hour naps during the day. and wake up at lyk 7-8 and be up till 1 or 2 and then sleep. and do it daily. if you have an idea of what might be wrong. comment. plz.

and kenny and i were talking and i put on that satisfaction song. and he was like you like that song and i was like umm. yea. dork and he was like you knwo thats techno right. and i was like no i had no idea. thanx for letting me know and he was like shut up and i was like yea. well. he was like well next time im over imma get on KAZaa. and down load some good techno i was like. already got that one cover . lol. hes so funny.

i love kenny man i swear.

and deputy leppick called me in today. and he was like what happended yesterday with april and i was like i dont know i wasnt with her. now her stupid ass is outta school for the rest of the year. god damnit. man. this shit really sux. haha

well i dont know.
imma bounce
4 more full days of school.
6 more days of school.
2 half days.

final countdown.
oh if i yew havent signd my yearbook

AH HUM THERSA, ASH *i dont know, if she would want to?!?! but i want her to* and AMANDA. aNd SARAH RIPPON and the list goes on. find me to marrow or monday. cuz yall needa sign it.. kk.

love yass.
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(no subject) [Jun. 3rd, 2004|12:54 pm]
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[feeling it. |bitchybitchy]

yesterday. really fucking sucked. omg it really did. man so april and cita came home with me and they were being funny. trying on all my clothes. lol. and finding cute outfits. then april and cita left. and i chilled at home and cleaned my room.

then cita called me and asked if i wanted to chill and then she came over. and we hung out. and i wanted to get frizzled so i aksed her to call one of her boys and get some so she did. and then her boy scott came and got us. and we smoked a blunt and i was so fucking high. it was laced with something. i know it was.

my whole body was tingling. and everytime i moved i tingled. and my lips were tingling the worst and the whole back of my mouth was numb. but it was a tight trip. but imma talk to kenny and find out what it was. grr.

and anyways. i had a hard time sleeping last night. but i guess i slept ok.

kenny got a second job. which means i aint never ever going to see him. but he was funny tellin me that hes gawn be -ballin-. bring like a grand a week. dawg thats tight as fuck. but i aint going to see him for a long ass time. all i can do is talk to him on the phone. last night when i talk to him i was frizzled. *ONCE AGAIN. IM TRYING TO TALK TO SOMEONE, BUT I WAS UNDER THE INFLUENCE* and i wanted to cry so bad because i aint never gawn see him anymore. but yea..
well gotta bounce
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s.U.r.V.A.Y. [Jun. 3rd, 2004|11:41 am]
wh0's y0ur party girl?
[feeling it. |fullfull]

( ) I have never been drunk
( ) I never have smoked pot
( ) I never have kissed a member of the opposite sex
( ) I never have kissed a member of the same sex
( ) I never crashed a friend's car
(X) I have never been to Japan
(X) I never rode in a taxi
(X) I never had anal sex
( ) I never have been in love
(X) I never had sex
(?) I never have had sex in public
( ) I never have been dumped
( ) I never shoplifted
(X) I never have been fired
( ) I have never cut myself on purpose
( ) I never have been in a fist fight
(X) I never had a 3-some
( ) I never snuck out of my parent's house
(X) I never have been tied up (sexually)
(X) I have never been caught masturbating
(X) I have never pissed on myself
(X) I never had sex with a member of the same sex
(X) I never had sex with a member of the opposite sex
(X) I never have been arrested
( ) I never made out with a stranger
(X) I never stole anything from my job
(X) I never celebrated New Year's in Time Square
( ) I never went on a blind date
( ) I never lied to a friend
( ) I never had a crush on a teacher
(X) I never celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
(X) I never have been to Europe
( ) I never skipped school
(X) I never slept with a co-worker
(X) I never have been fisted and/or have fisted anyone
(X) I never have thrown up in a bar
( ) I never have purposely set myself on fire
( ) I never have eaten sushi
( ) I never have been snowboarding
( ) I never have been happy with myself
( ) I never have met a movie star
(X) I never had sex in a pool
(X) I never went to a prom
(X) I never bungee jumped
( ) I never have been to a pop concert
(X) I never have dated someone for over a year
(X) I never sold naked pictures of myself
( ) I never ate a mango
( ) I never mooned somebody
(X) I never masturbated in public
(X) I never killed anyone before
( ) I never went sailing
( ) I have never gone on a diet
( ) I never cussed anyone out.
( ) I never ran naked in public
( ) I never snorted drugs.
(X) I never have been peed on
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(no subject) [Jun. 3rd, 2004|10:44 am]
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[feeling it. |energetic]

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ay yall. [Jun. 3rd, 2004|10:35 am]
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[feeling it. |nauseatednauseated]

ay so im sittin in the puter lab. and jamal just told me to write about him. so here ya go jamal. are you happy. im writing about your lil ass. haha. lol

now jamal you gotta start commenting in my journal. k
love ya. :)
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my new music [Jun. 2nd, 2004|06:13 pm]
wh0's y0ur party girl?
[feeling it. |awakeawake]
[im hearing. |my binkey.]

new fav. bands
kotton mouth kings :).
insane clown posse
dark lotus
three six mafia

and this song satisfaction-by benny benassi
rox my sox. lol lmfao.

naw its just so trippy. that its awesome. man i almost started trippin off a blunt. from it like rollin balls hard core. haha. lol. the beat makes yer mind go weird.

lol i love it.

well holla.
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(no subject) [Jun. 2nd, 2004|12:48 pm]
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[feeling it. |awakeawake]

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(no subject) [Jun. 1st, 2004|05:50 pm]
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[feeling it. |exanimateexanimate]

and what do you think about my icon? and my journal colors?

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you dont want no. drama. [Jun. 1st, 2004|05:45 pm]
wh0's y0ur party girl?
[feeling it. |crazycrazy]
[im hearing. |I want to be the reason you smile.]

ay so check it. what ive been sayen latly prolly doesnt make any sence to any of you. but its me sayen. ive changed, and i love it. yea kenny and jared are right but im going to be what i am, and im going to do what i want to do...

im scared this isnt what i really want.


well anyways. i think that im going to bring april with me to my grandmas grave. its kinda like kenny and his dads grave with jared. jared didnt know him but he does in a way. you know? well same with april and me and my grandma. since shes like part of the family. im going to ask her to come with me.

also. i need to make a resume'? i really dont know how. but it would be really helpful if someone could comment and help me. cuz me and her both are

so comment.

i love it.
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(no subject) [Jun. 1st, 2004|02:11 pm]
wh0's y0ur party girl?
[feeling it. |aggravatedaggravated]
[im hearing. |Its about life- LiLLix]

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously.
A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love... anything.
Make sure to post anonymously and honestly.
Post as many times as you'd like.
Then, put this in your LJ to see what others have to say.

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last night. [Jun. 1st, 2004|11:51 am]
wh0's y0ur party girl?
[feeling it. |blankblank]

last night me and kenny had a long talk. he came over and we chilled. and we talked on my front porch. about everything between us. he said he loves me so much. i would never even understand. and i was high. so he was right i didnt. but now looking back. there was alot i wanted to say but i couldnt. because i was under the influence. and im starting to hate that. im always on something when someone is trying to talk to me. grr..

well i dont know.

i know what i want.
and what i want, i got.

but now that i have it? do i want it...

im just questioning everything.

some of what kenny said scared me. he was like i want to marry you and have kids with you. and im sitting there like, baby i love you. but im fucking fourteen. not 21. ya kno. thats the last thing on my mind right now. im planning my life. but not that. thats fate, not planning. so im going to talk to him about it.
he also asked me if i was going to lose intrest? i said. i dont know. i cant tell the future. i have no idea? everybody breaks up. were not going to get married. something is going to cause us to break up. i know it will. im going to enjoy the time i have with him. cuz i love him dearly.

i love you baby.
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(no subject) [May. 31st, 2004|04:48 pm]
wh0's y0ur party girl?
[feeling it. |draineddrained]


so ive been thinkin about what kenny said last night. and jared. and they were right. i am heading down the wrong path. and it means so much to me that kenny cares that much. and i feel so fucking bad. for just ridding him off like yea whatever. but i going to be waht i want just kinda tone it down a few notches. cuz i had a dream i got raped.... and i dont know if that means that. but it just REALLY REALLY scared me.

god i feel so bad.

i need to talk to him. but i dont know if will talk to me. grrrr..
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(no subject) [May. 31st, 2004|04:07 pm]
wh0's y0ur party girl?
[feeling it. |bouncy]
[im hearing. |jojo-leave *get out* techno-remix... ahahah hahaha]

y0ure the w0rds that c0me 0ut easy
the smile Id like to earn :-)
the .cl0sest. thing t0 .perfect.
in a *Lake Orion* suburb
y0ure the beauty that is deeper
than eyes can merely see
the .cl0sest. thing t0 .perfect.

but the farthest thing fr0m me

amanda thats the cutest lil quote.

man. so im trying to find out excatly what i am, and who im supposted to be. i think i found it.


all me...
party girl.

i like who i am becoming.
the bead braclets. the make-up. the colors.
the techo music makes me get so.. ahh..

i know that im starting to get bored with the clique of -ghetto-.
but i love what i was yesterday. the make-up was fun. and i loved the beads. i was so happy.

i dont like ghetto anymore.
i like the raves.

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what i want. -since everyone is sayen stuff about what they want- [May. 31st, 2004|12:51 pm]
wh0's y0ur party girl?
i might as well also.

i want my life to go right. and for everything to be good.

i want mallory to just be happy and for things to turn around. theres a reason that she is on probation, and has to stop smoking weed. maybe thats a sign.

i want aprilla to learn to be happy about somethings, and for something really good to happen to her. because she deserves it, after everything shes been through.

i want kenny to just be happy. and get help. for everything. but that probably isnt going to happen. but i know that if he got help for his stuff. he would be a lot happier person. because hes so wonderful when hez happy.


ive already got love.
but i want it to be perfect fairy tale.

but hey, who doesnt?
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(no subject) [May. 31st, 2004|11:50 am]
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[feeling it. |scaredscared]

i wouldnt call it a fight but he got really pissed cuz i told him i wanted to do something and he flipped. because he cared. thats awesome but now i dont know if i lost him or not?

im scared...
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(no subject) [May. 30th, 2004|12:22 pm]
wh0's y0ur party girl?
im in a good mood :).
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and your point is? [May. 30th, 2004|12:17 am]
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[feeling it. |crushedcrushed]
[im hearing. |get out. right now. its the end of you and me.-j0j0]

ay. this shit is stupid. damn im sorry for whatever i did to kenny to piss him off. i dont know dawg. i love him. he was like learn to love it or leave it. i was like whatever man i swear.

fuck it.

but i love him
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last night/morning [May. 29th, 2004|02:48 pm]
wh0's y0ur party girl?
[feeling it. |sleepysleepy]
[im hearing. |everything i do. i do it for you.]

so last night i was posed to spend the night at mallorys. and i was there most of the night. and we got drunk offa kalua. lmfao. and i did some more canned air. but i had a really bad trip. i was so fucking scared. everything was flashing. and sparkley. and then buddy came over with his friend jason and tori, and racheal. and we were all fucked up. and then kenny called and andy-nig was over there and they came over. and then me, andy and kenny went and sat down by the docks. and talked for a little bit. then went back to mallorys. and chilled there for a little bit. then they left and theresa left. then mallorys mom came home and we snuck out and met up with kenny and andy. and then we decided we were going to sleep outside on the ground :(. incase your wondering it was fuckin freezing outside. we only had like 4 blankets. then we walked back to kennys and we layed blankets out and we all slept outside. i didnt sleep thought and neither did kenny. andy kept passing out. and then we'd fuck with him and he would wake up. it was funny. then the sun came up and kenny went in to take a shower and i fell asleep for a couple minutes. and then kenny woke me back up. and told me to come into the house and i did. and he smoked a cigg with me. and was holdin me and kissin my neck AHHHHH. i love it. and then he had the oven on lmfao. and we were getting warm and then i hadda call my grandpa and go home. i was so fucking tired. i only slept till 1 tho. cuz kenny called and woke me up. i think we hanging out after he gets off work. i hope we are. i love him. hes so sweet. he called me and told me that he was sorry for being a dick last night. i was like aww. babe. yer so cute. lmfao. last night was awesome man i swear. it was just very tiring.

well anyways.

well kenny i love you
and i need you
kenny i love you
i do. need you

not matter what i do
all i think about is you
even when im with my girls
you know im crazy over you
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(no subject) [May. 28th, 2004|02:04 pm]
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have i told you latly. that i love you. hahaha [May. 28th, 2004|12:57 pm]
wh0's y0ur party girl?
blah blah blah. i love aprilla. shes so funny :). hehehe. we love it. man. it going great. but thats all about to end soon. i can feel it.

i think my grandpa is planning on movin?

plz god dont let him move
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alone [May. 28th, 2004|12:54 pm]
wh0's y0ur party girl?
[feeling it. |crushedcrushed]
[im hearing. |i will be right here waiting for you]

my head spins. my heart hurts. i miss him... so much..
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(no subject) [May. 28th, 2004|12:09 pm]
wh0's y0ur party girl?
[feeling it. |creativecreative]
[im hearing. |blah blah blah.. ohhhh.]

this ones for the girls.
the ones who have been there.
the ones who faught away my fears
and wiped away all my tears.
the ones who love me for me
helped me be all i could be
i love you girls for ever and always
thanx for bein there for me

kinda random but i just wanted to tell you girls. thanx for bein there for me throught the bitchin and my problems. i love you all so much. i want you to know. im always here for each and every one of you. you guys make everything so much easyier. i love you guys.

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i took him for granted [May. 27th, 2004|11:38 pm]
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[feeling it. |frustratedfrustrated]
[im hearing. |falling-alica keys]

man im fustrated with kenny, i put my all into it. i say no, im kinda with someone right now. and blah blah. and he cant even find enought energy to fucking call me back. i hate this shit. but i love him so much i dont even care. i really dont. i put his happy ass before everything and anything. i dont know anymore man. i love him thats all i know.

but tonite was awesome. i went bowling with jordan and his friend. lol i bowled a 104. hehe. it was so much fun
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(no subject) [May. 27th, 2004|07:41 am]
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[feeling it. |sicksick]
[im hearing. |ill be right here waiting for you-rod stewart.]

yea i didnt feel to good last night. i was sick. i didnt really eat much and after i got sick from chelsea, i didnt have any food in my stomache.. well i really dont feel good man i swear. but i talked to kenny :) that brightend my day and he asked if i had a half day and i sayd yea, y? then i was like are you off tomarrow? he said maybe, whats in it for me. i think mallory told him that i wanted to fuck him :).. hehe man. my stomache hurts...

well anyways.

so i downloaded all these songs last night. like

the way you look tonight-rod stewart
have i told you latly that i love you-rod stewart

*favorite- ill be right here waiting for you- rod stewart...

we love it.
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to kenny... [May. 26th, 2004|11:46 pm]
wh0's y0ur party girl?
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
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(no subject) [May. 26th, 2004|11:44 pm]
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studi my appereance from head 2 toe..
realize [bein sexi] dont mean bein a hoe
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how come... [May. 26th, 2004|08:17 pm]
wh0's y0ur party girl?
[feeling it. |sicksick]
[im hearing. |im not feeling to good.]

how come no body comments in any of my posts anymore? hmm.. i dont know. lol anyways

i puked today cuz chelsea was doing this thing and she sneezed and icky stuff was all over her face and i just.. well... puked. it was sick..
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